It's not really about just looks. You can look fine, you can even look attractive and be an incel forever. Remember this guy? He was attractive, at least as attractive as you - AND he was very wealthy. Yet he still couldn't get laid and it's because he had a weird personality but only wanted to date conventionally attractive, normie hot girls.
It's just not in the cards for you, son. It's good advice, take it or leave it. Abandon your pride - pride was what killed Elliot. Find a nice Christian chubby girl who likes reading. She will love and appreciate you. She will treat you right and she won't fuck around on you like the normie hot chicks.
Or don't, it's your life and you are allowed to fuck it up if you want. You'll remember this when you're older, probably while you're sticking the gun in your mouth.