Thanks anons! Honestly first few weeks after the first weren't so bad but now its getting really hard (lol). I keep having lewd dreams and waking up and then I'm too scared to go back to sleep cause I'm afraid of having a wet dream xD
I keep fantasizing about being dominated all hard and rough like. I think this is the longest I've abstained since I hit puberty. I always knew I was a bottom but goodness me I never realized just how sub I could get. Im honestly now seeing the appeal of BDSM and sissy training fetish stuff. I just want someone to put a collar on me and use my ass as their personal fleshlight so bad...
Ironically no fap itself is getting arousing since I keep fantasizing that someone is denying me and the frustration is getting quite hot.>>9613982
Anyways heres what the cone small firm looks like. I forgot to mention but the nice anon told me that firm toys are better for training stretch so thats what I got, but the toy is also available in soft if thats more your cup of tea! Unfortunately as far as I could find this particular firm one only comes in this colour but the soft comes in 2 colours! I dont really think that it should bother anyone since this is just a beginners training toy not a giant flared blunted sheathed and knotted BD collection centerpiece but I thought I would mention anyways xoxoxo